my attempt to be artistic gone awry

“Diriku meronta-ronta dalam kesamaran abstrak..

Menyambut nota dan noktah..

Dalam keheningan malam yang penuh tanda tanya..

Tatkala angin melampiaskan amarahnya yang kejam..

Aku terkulai..

Ya aku terkulai..

Layu dalam sambaran api kelaparan..

Yang membakar bontot kuali..

Ketika memasak meggi”.

 

- Nazz, 15 Nov 09, 11.30pm, Uxbridge -

Suatu hari di kedai supermarket cina area Chinatown kat Soho, Central London..

A malay friend: excuse me.. im trying to find.. a.. a… wet rice? do u have a wet rice?

Shop assistant: wet rice ? what do u mean?

A malay friend: u knowww.. the rice.. it is wet.. like sticky sticky a bit..

Shop assistant: what ?? i dont know any wet rice..

A malay friend: adoii… dia ni tak paham plak.. err.. wet rice.. like sticky sticky when u eat it..

Shop assistant: tak faham?? memang saya tak paham awak cakap apa la. saya mau teka, awak cari pulut ka abang?

A malay friend: haaaa.. pulut laaaa.. laaaaa… awak boleh cakap melayu ker?

Shop assistant: saya org malaysia.. keja sini part time laa… itu bukan panggil wet rice la kawan.. itu pulut you cakap glutinous rice la.. hahahahaha

A malay friend: hahahahaha.. siot.. mana saya tau.. jangan la gelak.. hahahahahaha

Kawan2 yg kat belakang: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA… bongokkkk~!!! kau buat lawak ke ape bai.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Who do you attract ?

“Losers to me are people who has plenty of time in their hands but they do not do anything about it. Losers are people who are continuously bored. Get up and do something. Learn or study, do some charity, work (!!!), mix with friends, learn to sell on the net, just do SOMETHING. I’ve never been bored all my life bcos I am always busy at something. I am not always doing something productive but whatever I do at leisure is what I call R & R (rest & relax!!) But bottom line is make something useful of yourself. Be a positive energy to the people around u. Positive energy attracts positive energy. Losers attract losers.” – Janice

Dont get me wrong. those words are not meant for me. But i find her points very interesting, especially about being positive in life bit..

Thanks for the enlightenment Janice..

Emo sbb tgh buat assignment

R.O.C.E + R.O.E + R.O.T.A + D.C.E.R. = B.A.B.1.H.

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee… byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee…. laaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh…..

sorry..

aku stress.. tak tau nak luah camner.. nak jerit kat mana..

assignment tgh byk. semua susah.. 6 journal kena cover.. soalan mintak analysis yg ngarut..

tido lagi best..

bye.

Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine…

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin’ just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

Dslr craze

aku dah lama minat photography.. cuma baru mampu nak pakai dslr akhir bulan august aritu. itupun aku beli sebab nak fly.. kalau tak decide nak pegi study & takde keperluan, sampai bila2 pun aku render diri aku tak mampu, so takkan beli2 pun.. huhu.

dengan budget aku yg kecik, camera terbaik yg aku mampu beli cumalah Olympus E-520. dapat kit lense satu (14-42mm f3.5-5.6).. dapat bag.. tapi aku tolak tripod sebab nak nego price lagi. hehehe..

lepas beli tu, aku dah pesan kat diri aku.. this is the first and the last.. aku pernah tanya officemate aku, apasal org dok tukar2 lense? tak penah cukup ker? ayat dia..”lense ni berantu bai.. mmg ko akan puas hati dgn lense ko.. tapi at one time ko dah maximise kan usage lense tu, ko akan rasa ko dah takleh improve lebih lagi.. dan ko nak move satu step lagi further.. time tu la ko rasa tak puas hati & nak angkat lense yg power lg skit”. tapi dia ckp camner pun aku no hal jer.. sebab aku tau aku takkan terpengaruh.. semua terpulang pada diri sendiri.. pokok pangkal nye hati.. cukup dah invest banyak ni utk hobby baru ni..

tapi sebulan pastu aku angkat lense baru.. hahahahahahahahahampeh…

rupanye betul ahhh… berantu siot benda ni~!! aku rasa tak puas sebab amik gambar pakai kit lense (lense yg sedia ada pada camera).. tak nampak bokeh sgt.. so dgn perancangan budget yg teliti sebelum fly (teliti lah sangat ye tak) aku angkat lense yg harga dia sama mcm camera aku.. 14-54mm f2.8.. lense ni. kalau nak tau lagi mahal ke tak.. lagi kecik apperture number dia, lagi lah bokeh gambar tu, dan lagi lah mahal harganye.. harap2 good investment..

aku sekarang dalam proses menuntut ilmu photography lagi.. so aku banyak follow otai2 camera kat uxbridge ni gi photo trip.. hopefully byk knowledge yg aku bleh korek dari diorang.. perspective lah.. angle lah.. lighting lah..strobing technique lah… all the best utk diri sendiri.. hopefully one day kalau dah power bleh buat part time amik pics model naked chics :p

aku attached sample pics yg aku amik last 2 weeks dgn team2 photography otai bristol & uxbridge..

p/s: special thanks to sara sebab beli camera point n shoot aku.. kalau tak dapat jual balik, sure aku takleh pakai dslr.. huhu

ice cream~! ice cream~!

potrait

london eye up close

ben is getting bigger

different perspective

Thames and that round thing they call Eye

embrace the purple ass

taking pictures with all the sifu's

..The Family..